This sucks!

I am struggling, everyday. I am trying to make the right choices, I really am, and most of them are good. Yet i feel bloated and puffy! Why is this so hard. Why do you do so good, then BAM! You think you can get away with murder? I asked my husband to get me a cadbury cream egg last night while he was at the store, what did he bring home?? All the stuff to make Fondue!! Sabotage!! Sabotage!! Then he tells me, just eat one thing!! Are you serious!! Could I get to a point where I say NO to that stuff? Ok, here we go again. Regroup, just because you lose a few pounds its not the golden ticket to Fuck up! Renee, struggling again with hopefully 13 lbs!