What is wrong with me???!!!???

I did nothing right yesterday! After recognizing the problem, swearing to change...I don't!! I went to work and had a latte, not skinny. Then I got a gourmet hot dog with chips and salsa. For dinner I ate left over soup, a beer, candy and popcorn. I did not do one thing right, oh, except try to run and almost died! What am i waiting for? Monday? Why Monday? I am sluggish, tired, moody, bitchy, yet I am doing nothing to make me feel better. Today I ate 1 pancake with a tiny bet of butter and syrup, spoonful of eggs, 2 pieces of turkey bacon and some fruit. Oh and 2 cups of coffee. I am exhausted and unmotivated.

Not sure about where to pull my motivation from